Checkmate.

Insomnia again..dont know why keep insomnia recently..why har?..lol
Dont know what to write but try to write something:)
Hmm..holiday left 1 week..result out soon..maybe this few days..Will I failed?o,O..hope wont...haih..
I did nothing in this holiday at the end..O,O..except keep run up and down between KL and Malacca..zz
and everytime sure go 1U de wor..LOL betul.
 So funny..it was very hard to find parking but we parked in a parking area that as the only car..hahaha

e..do nothing lo..except company that weird fren who purposely came KL to take his voucher..

And shun bian have my lunch there..

hmm..not bad lo not bad:)

Hmm..wana buy DSLR de..but..aiyo..stew around me lo..lastly no buy:/

It was very long time I didnt heart talk with my friend..hard to meet each other since we are not study together and different place summore:S..but friend ma..is forever de lo..we had deep talk just now..He is going to graduate..hmm..one step into society..but this was the hardest step..i know the feeling..jia you ba!..for all the things...especially for tomorrow..opps..is later..good luck:)..feel nice..As least i can help him a bit on his relationship..haha..

The private still on his right...so shhh..if you know who the girl your own business..I didnt say anythingXD

Maybe going JB this wednesday?...look like quite long time didnt go there~..go meet friends see see:)

Lappy..back to me fast :(

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either happy either sad.

Wow..lightning + thunder + heavy rain..make me cant sleep well for whole night..=.="
5am++..have to wake up prepare and go KL.
Because of my brother who didnt replied my massage yesterday..i thought he need my car at 8am-.-
ishh..so i went out so early..exploit for new road to save the tol charge unfortunately it raining heavily..very unlucky><
When i reached,my bro didnt pick up my calls-.-..and i was too sleepy..Just dont care and  i slept in car until 9am..LOL..finally my bro text me..he asking when i wana reach since he need my car before 10am..Do u know that i have wait u like a fool for 2hours my lovely brother..zz
After pass him the car,I took LRT back my PJ home and slept..zz
Finally,my long time no see FRIEND reached my house.take a long time to breathe and we decided to go OneU. e..lunch?..Nyonya color food:) not bad wehhh..delicious!..
After our lunch,nothing to do there..lol..wana watch movie but too many ppl..want play bowling..too expensive..SO WE FREE TILL PLAY BALLOON THERE..!XD

When beginning, we were very shy to play around the mall..but HAHAHA..

i was actually very tired when the time..but they dont wish to stop our day here..

Tropicana city mall for next round~..Dark Shadow..a 4.0+ rating movie..:) Johnny Deph such a very epic actor..omg!..very funny..I enjoyed the movie!.*Although I asleep 10mins when the movie started.-.-"

After dinner the clock pointed 9.44pm, have to leave..my friend fetch me back to my bro shop and collect my car..hmm..and then back malacca lu..12am+ just reached home,12.15 am i already typing here..LOL..

I still very pekcek until now..haih..duno who can i murmur to:(.tried to find sumone to murmur..but look like I m just disturbing people..haihh...Again i wana murmur here since i had murmur this in last post.

My result..very worry..Can i pass all?..haih...no hope for score well but have to all passD;

My lappy..the technical said hardisk corrupted and have to send back factory to repair..at least 1 month..arghhh..I really scare it still cant back for me when i open schoolD;..I need it all the time..

My money...ptptn had out few day ago..but no enough!..I had  already used RM600..omgD;..still got many things haven do and haven buy..damnnnnn..why i cant borrow more for ptptn!!..

My roommate..he want to move out on Jun..the reason he wana move out  is he have 3 months holiday continuously and he dont want to pay rental..he said he is going to travel and need a lot of money..Next,his course mate wana move out from hostel and he wana company him..I have no idea..where i going to find people to replace him?><..i dont want to sleep with stranger..haihh..By the way, we was actually sign 1 year contract on the house.although he is not the one who sign for it but the contract is for all of us wont it?..he shudnt just leave without responsible..haihhh..i duno..i have no comment..but if he dis this,it is really no fair to me..to all of us..haihh..this is the worst problem that make me panicD;..something shudnt write here..just keep it..haihh..if not it will just affect our friendship..everyone that know he wana move out ask me..wont u guys good friend?..why he wana move away?..u teach me how to answer..sound like it was my fault..cant u just stay till contract finished?..haihhhhh..

Holiday pun takde mood because of these problems..sighhhhh..D;

Although I very pekcek..but I had a nice day with my friends.:)
Can i just ignore all of this and enjoy my life?..haihhh

Holiday started.

Lappy came back jor..but she sick again..haihhh...have to send her to hospital again tomorrow..haihh..when will just she fully recover?T.T
 Actually I'm in holiday now..but dont have holiday mood at all..I think all is cause by my final..haihh..just feel like I didnt do well in exam..I don't want failed arghhhD; no confidence at all..haihhh...Before the day of first test, I catched by my roommate to Genting highlands casino..whole night study nothing..except gambler..win RM50 but almost get heart attack>< luckily I still enough time prepare for the test..hope can get a nice result Lu);
 I went Genting highland again just now..I was purposely came back to kl for this yesterday..hmmm..actually me and jacky had planned since early to go casino together after our exam..hmm...coincidentally my friends they want to go play in theme park..so we go together Lu..we reached about 10am++..they went theme park and we went casino Lu..after 4 hours,we are in lose condition..RM50 for me and RM100 for jacky..since it is first time for jacky,he look very down loo..and we went for lunch..after that we continues to gamble till 4pm==..finally I x lose x win and Jacky lose only RM50..still ok la..we are ok with the result..time to go back lo..but they are still playing..very tired..all of us almost x slept yesterday night..lepak here lepak there while waiting for them..bored till we went in casino again to get free drinks..finally we going back..we bought 9pm bus tickets..but we feel like wana go back early so we burn the tricket and back in 7pm bus..reached oneU..hmm..sleepy..and very down..and very emo...I started my emo mode again..sigh... My roommate came fetch us..while waiting for him I saw someone unexpected..lol..so..hmm..hmm...bye bye? Going back to malacca tomorrow..but need to back kl again this Saturday..bro need my car== After he finish use then I will drive back to malacca in the same day..LOL..too free? I promised myself not to waste this holiday..I will done a drawing and exhibition work this holiday! And take around in singapore and JB!fighting! 

It is just 有缘无份de..I m not putting hope on it anymore..顺其自然is the words.
opps ya..this was first time I use ipad to type my blog..woaa..O,O

She sicks.

Lappy in hospital..no good :( feel very bad now..

She will lost her memories confirmly..so sad...

no mood to write anymore..haihh..everything just wait when she are back to meD;