Saturday, December 24, 2011

Xmas Eve.

People enjoy xmas eve I suffer k-books.
People countdown for xmas I countdown for exam..
People celebrate xmas I lying inside the books..
haihhhhhh...D;
This year langsung cannot countdown..D; haih..I miss those days we countdown together at jonker walk and village portugis.
I want a long long holidaysssss....sigh...
countdown for 3 days..my exam coming..and i started to forgot what i had study../.\
This time I seriously unable to active my study mood..in PJ ald..but still same..haih..
And my friends all look nervous k~ing their books..but my gangs macam sedang enjoying-.-
they no ever touch the book untill now..but they always can scored well..-.-The worst is they influence me..I langsung no mood to study now-.-.
We still can order domino pizza makan, chatting in mamak till midnite while everyone is study.LOL-.-
I tried my best to on my mood..but-.- sampai i went ss2 mall purposely to buy a chatime to inspire myself.D;

NOW..

我现在唯一的动力..

只有在打开lappy看到她时..


Merry Xmas../.\ Santa Claus..Can u give me a nice result as my xmas present?);

Sunday, December 18, 2011

TIRED.

OMG!effing nervous now==..it's left 7 days to my final..but my mind like just kena format..BLANK!!><
not sure is it enough time for me to prepare for the exam..I cannot failed!..There is no extra time for me to wasting my time here==..!!..Fighting!.

And I just back from NSQ camp today-.-..damn tired!! damn!!..Actually I keep absent the meeting before this camp..Just don't feel like wana attend,my gang are not longer there as well as absent like me,feel so strange every time i went.Thursday early in the morning I had arranged to be duty in Sentral..== wasting time there..until 6pm only i leave..went for my dinner after that at bkt beruang with my cousin before back to camp side.hmmm...just know that i m one of the coordinator..ishh== no feel like wana be coordinator this year..I want it last year but you guys no allow,I m no interest now but u guys choose me..WTH==..
at least u guys inform me early ?..I need psychologically prepared.
I need to say sorry to my members because I keep ignored them..LOL..I m too busy in myself work and need to help my friend's security group.. Sorry you guys have no coordinator with you when running game.I M SORRY D;
Damn tired because since first day I need to vigil..ishhh..non-stop program after vigil summore..I tried my best><..No feel like wana know any new friend..but still forced myself to do so..sigh..luckily still ok,at least I'm not boring when my friend busying and I m alone..:)
Just tired tired and tired..That is what i feel..Just now duty in sentral again..and I alone need to in charge one bus of people..And all of them had to take their bus in different platform..I wish I can clone myself><..kelam kabut..!! luckily my new friend/same group committee came to help me..huhu!..really too tired..I asleep in car when my papa mama fetched me:/ 
I m not inside because I m in duty-.-

The only things I learned in the camp..人真的不能单单看表面,私底下的人还真的不像表面上的好.
 
arghhhhh..i worry about my final la..D; but i m sleepy..So tomorrow just fighting,now sleep first:D ..btw,feel like i miss my KL home..at least study mood can on easily there.D;

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

UNFORGOTTEN.

Huhu!I m here again:D..This was the most crazy thing i did in this year..2011!!..and i enjoys it!!went singapore just for a concert and back!!..teeheeee!!
I went Girl Generation concert tour 2011!!..i saw my lovely Taeyeon!!..till now i still excited..muahahahaha...!!:D
Haha!!early in the morning of friday-9/12/2011, i was in the bus going to singapore:)..hmm..4 guys total of us, and i actually only know my friend Kay and another two was his friend. hmm..But all of us are GG addicted,so we become good friend soon!..haha!
First time i m out of our country..:) First time i passed customs :)..a bit nervous but enjoys!!!Haha!
We went hang around and had our lunch since day still young and while we need waiting the seller of ticket..Just feel fresh i m in singapore:)..Actually the pricing here is just normal if we earn sg dollars here,but for malaysian..expensive=="..And the only same thing among Malaysia and Singapore is the weather damn hot man!...:/ Luckily my sister borrow her ezlink card..its just like touch n go, easier when i taking MRT..:D
haha!can't wait for the concert..hehe!..We went to indoor stadium which Girl Generation concert organised 5 hours++ earlier..Waooo..quite many sones were ready there jor..O,O..But since we need wait for the tickets so we only start to line up when 6pm. Since i was different zone with kay them so i went to line up myself at pen C while they went to pen B..
waooo...omg!I should line up earlier..So many sones already stand by there..O,O..nvm!i was waiting alone there..but I m excited!!haha!..
First time I was so patient waiting for something o,O when 7.45pm just we started went in stadium slowly..hmm..the staff checked bag,but she lost their eyes on the camera in my bag:P..Ya!!i m in!!omg! damn awesome their stage:D
Opps ya..there were no photography and recorded allowed:S..heard said got few people were chase outO,O..And when i just in,i saw somebody kena scold=X..But who care,sones still got their ways to capture GG:) I was late,there were so many people in pen C..sad..i had to stand quite middle;S..Sones were so high, any movement any motions they will screamed!haha..Finally,the concert started!!..When GG appeared, OMG!!They were too pretty la weiiii...nothing can be use to describe themO,O they are just like..hmm...just like angels!..all look so fantastic..I can't even trust they were in front me!!..omg omg!!..i started to scream!!Non-stop!!..Taeyeon!!real taeyeon!!...she is in front me..omg..just few steps..so close to me...!!i feel like my heart stop jumping..damn!!!..i enjoys their show..I revel in their shows..I remember i holding kon kon..but i was stunned and i just enjoys their shows..looking at them..listening their songs..no photo i had captured..haha!..I forgot the arrangement of their performance..but i really enjoys the performance..i enjoys when we all sones sing together with GG..i remember eyes contact between me and taeyeon,tiffany,sheohyun,yuri and jessica..i kena stunned straight and smile myself there..:D u know how pretty their eyes and how nice the feeling eyes contact with them:D..i remember macam yoona and sunny also got eye contact dao..hmmm..not sure..BUT i remember the moment eye contact between me and taeyeon...very clear although it was few days ago..~,~ I hope the time was freezing at that moment..1m between me and them..u will never know my feeling unless u stand at my place!..haha!!i screamed from begin till the end..!!and don't why..i was stand at middle when begin and i don't know since when i m just stand under d stage,1ppl after the gate of pen C..:D..haha!!Screamed by other sones till me tinnitus..shock u know the effing feeling!!huhu!!...all in my mind,unable to describe using words...:)
taeyeon..i will never forget you after this..never never..♥  and u all..GG .

























After the concert had finished,we were sitting beside..feel so tired and legs so pain..why we never feel it when the concert har:S..Go back take rest..haha,and go back melacca the next day..We seriously just came for girl generation..i wish i can go for both day..but..u know la..My wallet now is thinner than a paper=="..after back,i will start to sufferD;..but worth!!!... reached melacca at night,straight go new JJ shopping alone..because mama them watching performance in jonker walk..LOL.. saw many friends and relatives..but no one recognized me..maybe i was too drab??..:/

Second day,went new JJ again..LOLOL..watched movie together with family..
Third day,went new JJ again..LOLOLOL..mama and sis wana shopping..
And I dye my hair jor!!..O,O look weird..that why i keep wearing cap for whole day.:/
Just i know go out without handphone is just feel weird:S.
And I ffk someone today=="..so buy chatime for her as compensate><..
HAHA..I M STILL IN THE WORLD OF GIRL GENERATION..teeheeee...

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Freedom without Free


It was last night..rushing our last assignment of this sem. i feel glad when on the way processing my family portrait..all is just nice like what i had expected, but its spoiled when i draw their faceD;..goshhh!!..the most worst drawing from my life!..haih...even worst than the self portrait ..sigh sigh..guilty betul..
no need post out since it is a suck work..haihhhhh...my lecturer checked it up she started to murmur..
'What happen to u wee Chen?.i remember ur best drawing is Bruce lee in sem1..ya rite?..hmm..and i know u can done well in tracing but ur weakness is free hand drawing..u know that rite?..izzit problem of ur drawing skill?..u shud draw more...' IZZIT PROBLEM OF UR DRAWING SKILL.. gosh..damn sad when i heard this...sigh...i admit i seldom draw recently..but sighh...still sad saying by my lecturer like this/.\
BTW, she gave us time to touch up our drawing. and my friend all came help me..touch betullllTT

Oops ya...this is our last class for figure drawing too..that means we won't teach by my pretty lecturer anymore...sad..D;.To keep in memory, we all took class photo again=) but lack of yeefei and lin lin..ponteng again-,- my miss blame us like every time take class photo there must be someone who absent o,O 

                                   
Pretty rite?:D heheheheheeeeeee... BTW,ms Danielle not wearing very nice clothes like usual today:S
Few of us again stay in class until the end of class and others leave the class..We chitchat and joking with ms Danielle..haha..effing nice when we share a big big secret of ms Danielle...I think it only knew by  few of us..=X shhh...cannot tell...hahaX)...damn nice betul!!..will miss you Ms Danielle =)


Bought a wrong book last time.. -,- this not the book i want lehhh...it's not a novel lehhh...lol....

And can't wait for this coming Friday!!muahhwhhhh...Taeyeon..i come to you soon!:D
busy weekend still after assignment burden..but final coming after 2 weeks==Freedom without free..zzz..but nvm!haha..nid go make a passport and fix all before i go Singapore..
it's time for me till Thursday nite..goin back on Thursday and go Singapore on friday morning..shouted!!

Just enjoy and just solve effing problem after all..! It not always a chance,so appreciate what you get:)..