Dream.

After tried so many times just i success produced this 2 postcard..

Worst rite?..);

Hope can get a not so low geh marks D;

Not hard at concept and idea but the photo hard to find..LOL-.-

Title: DREAM

Dream is a wish your heart makes. meaningful?..rubbish sentence ?:/

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26/2/2012 星期日
是开心的咯!..一睡醒看到时钟就很开心:D 好久都没有睡到十点多才起来了T.T
一个星期就只有那么一天可以那么做..*sigh.....

25/2/2012 星期六
今天上完课后,把一并该做的事都做了就出去了..去呼吸!
KLCC里，跟我多个月不见的好友,我们三个人第一站就是吃!
吃完后就去kinokuniya..在里面逛了很久..看到很多书..可是书券没用到..==

                                             原来kinokuniya里还有一个酱的view.

下一站就是我每去KLCC就必去的贡茶:)

milk tea green tea:)

在pasar seni, 我们穿横了茨场街..好多人好热..-.-

之后本该各自回到wangsa maju 和PJ 的..可是好像很舍不得这么久才见一次面的朋友.

我们在pasar seni lrt station 看左看右,向左走还是向右走?.

在masjid jamek lrt station 看左看右,向左走还是向右走?.

最后终于决定去吃了晚餐才分开..

结果我们又回到了KLCC,然后走去pavilion.

是一条很漫长的路.看着我那两个朋友,突然觉得漫长的路有朋友陪伴就不会觉得太漫长了:)

在pavilion吃了一顿,也太咸了呗老板..==

吃了后又到了天下无不散的筵席的时刻了,各奔东西了..不知何时才会再相遇了朋友.

坐在lrt里,很累..

在amcorp mall 里,朋友在POPULAR找东西买..:/

在asia jaya的巴士站,不知巴士几点才回来.

十点正,走在回家的上坡路上.漆黑一片.担心抢匪突然出现?.><

坐在房间里电脑前,刚才淋了二十分钟的花洒.zz

累是累，可是累得值得:)

回到现实生活.

最近好像养成了叹气的习惯,从外婆去世后到今天我几乎每天都会叹气..

感觉真的海啸要来了..开始繁忙起来了.
下个星期就来了两个考试.还有一大堆的功课要做.全部的deadline 都挤在一起..

今天应该是一个从早做到完的一天了..stress!

最近洗澡的时间变更久了..一直站在花洒下感受被水淋得感觉..这好像变成我唯一的舒压方法了..
真的想去淋雨...haihh.

一句话.

每个人都用自己的方式，走自己的路。曾经亲密无间，又或渐行渐远。我们都是时间的过客，喜怒哀乐不过数十载。何不活在当下，知足常乐 :)

一错再错.

外婆方才下午去世了,而我却犯了一个一错再错的错误而失去了见她最后一面的机会D;

一个一个我最亲的长辈陆续的离开我.这种感觉真的很痛.然而我还继续犯错!!干吗的我!!

昨天收到外婆病危在加护病房的消息,感觉已经很不好了,可是真的没想到一切就发生得这么快这么突然. 

今天一早去上了课..10.21am,接到表弟的电话说外婆不行了,医生已经拔管了,正从医院转移回家的路上.就打电给妈告诉她我上完课就回去,打电给二姐他们.结果他们说等他们一起回..我应该拒绝的D; 我应该想起公公在拔管的那一秒就立刻断气了!笨透了我!结果等他们等到12.30pm.的时候收到信息说外婆去世了!!D;我应该马上回去的.一切都还来得及..迟了,我做了一个错的决定T.T 边驾车边哭..哭到不行了..终于等到哥姐他们了,结果既然是我们分别驾车回..那我干吗等他们?!!天!!一切都迟了..去到外婆家..第一眼..看见外婆躺在床上..很安详的样子..我的脑子一直告诉我外婆只是在睡觉,她会醒来的..她会醒来的..等她醒来叫我的名字..阿权..

我没等到..潜意识告诉我她不会醒来了..她永远离开我们了..眼泪流了..一直擦一直流.不知流到何时..流到不会再流了..我才离开了外婆的房间.这种感觉真的难受..坐在客厅,像个木头人..一句话也说不出口..

外婆一直都是个很坚强的人..一直都活得很健康的..外公前一年的离去看来真的给了她很大的打击..记得外公的葬礼她撑到最后一天才哭..这也是我这一生中唯一看见她哭的一次. 

自责..真的很自责..最亲的四老离开我时都是没能见到他们最后一面T.T

最后一次见到外婆是上个星期的事..从来没想过我随眼看外婆的那一眼会是我们的最后一次.为何我就这样无知..不懂得珍惜我们每一次的见面谈话..D;

记得有一次爸妈去中国了,把车留在外婆家.从KL回来的我就去外婆家拿车..结果车启动不到.需要等到隔天才能修好.只好在外婆家待着等朋友来载我..外婆,我真的很想念我们俩坐在餐桌聊天的感觉.是真的很想念.能不能再给我这样的机会?..T.T 记得你还帮我付了修车费..我欠你的实在太多了..今生是没机会报答你了..来生我还是当你的孙子,你还是我的外婆好吗?

哭了..不写了..只是想把心里的感受都写出来.这样会好受一点?..不知道..

星期五出殡了..明天我却得回到KL去赶功课..去上课..真的很想翘课..可是堂堂课都是翘不得的D;

惟有等到星期三晚上再回去..失去亲人的感觉,真的很难受.

悠悠雨思,寸寸断肠 D;

外婆..请原谅我的不孝.

Mixed feelings.

Only in few days..I had already visited heaven and hell=.= ..
I went for my cousin's present with my another cousin before back to KL..hmm..it's was Tuesday.
After a long time considering..we bought this..hope she will like it:)

Middle of looking for the present,I bought somethings for myself..:) with a cheaper price.

hmm..after that, we went Nadeje for a super duper early hi-tea..=.=and skip our lunch..LOL..And a auntie jumped the queue..Kind people must be come with a reward..:) I just gave her some space and reward with a nadeje card with 5 stamps..:D

My cousin was enjoying make the cake be her model..HAHA!

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Early in the morning, I had enter my class for the replacement class..damn tired..Although it is healthy,but everyday 8am class really suffer la D;..saturday also need attend class..pekcek-.-
We get informed that we need to ready acrylic paint for next week work..ishhh..expensive a..no money for thatD;..think to use book voucher for that..But, someone helped me:) she actually can count as my senior?==" Anyways, appreciate her kindness very much:D..tot wanna borrow or buy from her..But she said just give me foc..tq very much!!!:D she gave me even the brush and the palette knives:D

Because of her..I have some extra money left..:) And we went sunway pyramid summore in the same day..

two of them went to cut hair..one of them go shopping..and all of them went to use the book vouchers..And I went for nothing..LOL..went be driver?..waste my petrol?..zz..I m poor la guys..aiyoyo..give me some allowance?..:/

Actually...new year decoration here quite nice a..why didn't see any posts in facebook about it?:S

And we went piccadilly for our dinner..fried nasi lemak seriously nice taste:)

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Ok..Happiness had stopped here..Sad case happened today..I kena saman D;..

damn unlucky..I was one step late to stop the police to saman my carD;

Can u understand the feelings saw the police saman ur car when u are pass by your car at the same time..T.T The most worst is when i told my mama about this..Her respond was just angry but very calm..I hope she can scold me sincerely this time..D; I will feel better if she did..

My extra left money have gone..even no enough for it..D;..need eat maggi mee for how many weeks?..D; sigh..

last nice food for me?..D;

seapark nasi lemak.

Haiz..this is my life..always hang around heaven and hell..D;

my homework and assignments is coming slowly wave to wave..What i can do is just ready to stand in front the tsunami and face it..><

And let show my first work. Get compliment from my lecturer summore..hope she will give the high marks beside compliment.><

ps:I received a bad news from my mama just now when i called her.She told me that my grandma was in pantai hospital..the cause is she can't breathe smoothly..The most worst is she in ICU this time..hope she can recover as soon as possible..She was my only left dear grandparents..I can't lose anyone in my life anymore.. please.

e..harlo!:)

It since long time I didn't touch my blog ..sigh..just like too many things to busy and no time to write..);
It looks like new year is over although it is still 11st days of chinese new year today. I think is just because re-open of my school..haihhh..i missed whole 1st week class which is week before new year. Stupid management of UTAR..haihh..I only get my timetable in wednesday and it's sucks!

Everyday 8am class and even wrost is saturday still got a classD;..I think I will very appreciate the time I can take a round in melacca..And maybe this coming weekend is only week I can go back?..D;
And since i missed all the classes in week 1..It was lot of homework is waiting for me..damn!..and I was actually no friend in my class..sigh..Finally I get a friend in my class yesterday..very very pity..I remember I was quite strong to know a stranger last timeD;
And I haven done those procedures for PTPTN. And homework for this coming friday..haihh...
very very pekcek a..It make me confuse since there are too many materials and things to prepare in different classes...damn damn damn!D;

OK!FINE!I WILL FIGHT FOR IT FOR MY FUTURE!DUN EVEN THINK I WILL GIVE UP!

Now go for some happy things which i passed in new year~..hmm..First,thank for my friend Alice who treat me 40 satay..It was worth we went so far to machap baru to find you:)..hehe..And this year was very rush and I didn't get in time to visit more of my friends house:/..

This year was first time i drunk so much in new year..lol..two glass of wine + fruit wine+ heskey + heineken

 in a day..zz

                                Traditional culture of my family..sing k in first night of new year:)
 This years I joined my family trip finally..And it was a trip to KL and Genting highlands==
Actually just dun think wana join and it was better I stay back in melacca and visit my friends. Can shun bian take angpau too..But BECAUSE OF MY DEAR COUSIN==..u should thank u got me as your cousin-.-..

So pretty:) and we went Kampachi..Seriously very expensive..LOL..-,- but delicious O,O

                                        Pavilion in mid-night with no mountain and no sea..LOL

And next station was Genting Highlands..Because of my two dear cousins, I need to company them and can't follow my mama go into casino=.= 

I remembered this was photo that I took when it was our turn to play in dragon flyer~,~

And we gambling, lost from begin till the end-.- But I tried to put my trust in my uncle and bet all my money on his side,woohoo..seriously need to thank my uncle since he helped me to win a lot:D...I'm really no luck this year,gambling is x ngam to me==
 This was my sweet memories in this new year holidays..
And start suffer again in my third week in degree..LOL..
Today we took our book voucher..aha!..and we straight go Ikano and buy buy buy!..
First thing i bought was....:D

hahahahahaa..so happy!..something to reward myself..:) And I enjoy the moment we shopping together..Although there was not all of our members joining...I tak mau masuk class tengok all the strangers nowT_T

每一次都总会无缘无故有个人突然的出现..真是无言啊.
continuous my concept of 2012: SIMPLE IS ART..